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Dippy ex blonde up for a laff. And its not true brunettes have far more fun. Solitary Eclectic Wiccan searching for others preferably on the Island
January 30

An Unwanted Crush!!!!

MMMM well I put entertainment but I dont find my predicament very entertaining, but I guess that it could be classed as entertainment to some sicko's.
 
Well, I have found myself in a situation which to be honest I have never really had a problem with b4.  I befriended someone, not gonna mention name age or sex etc, and at first they were a pleasant person, and although a bit eccentric quite entertaining.  Over the last few weeks they started to call me babe and hun, which I have to admit I do call people that, but meaning it in a friendly way certainly not meaning that I feel anything for them.  Anyhoo, the babe etc turned to my angel, and signing off messages with I love you, aarrggghhhh.   What did I do to encourage that???  
 
Its now got to the stage that everytime I log on, up pops an IM from MSN, I think they must wait for me to log on.  You would not believe the excuses I have to use to get away.  Yeah I could block the person, however, the problem is they are really nice, in a friendly way, and I really would not like to hurt their feelings.  So I resort now to leaving out the hun and babe, and avoid anyy talk of relationships etc, but I am starting to worry as they are getting really infatuated and it is in no way reciprocated and I am going to have to do something.  Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I can do other than leave the country!!!
 
I guess the only good thing about it is the fact that they live a long way from me, so there us no chance of them turning up on the doorstep!!!!!!

Celeb Big Bro, - The Final Final!!!!

Well you could have almost felt the shock from Vinnie when he came third, did I feel sorry for him, no, not one bit.  Yeah he was funny, but whether it was just the way the show was edited or not, he did come over as a bully no matter what Dane and a few of the others said.  So, Vinnie, I hope you have learned a bit of a lesson from this and realise you are not the best thing since sliced bread and your sense of humour can be interpreted as very hurtful at times.
As for Alex winning, well, it is a kind of half and half type thing.  I am happy for him that he has won, as from a guy who was genuinely disliked all round at the start, he actually is a really genuinely decent guy, bit of a doofus, but very pleasant and genuine. The down side of him winning however is the fact that Jordan is just going to be unbareable.  Well, more unbearable that she is normally.  When she graced Big Mouth with her presence, pretending that she didnt want to be on, well, what a dreadful sight she was.  If  were I guy and my girl turned up on telly dressed the way she did, I would be embarassed and furious that she couldnt even give the guy his moment of fame without jumping on the bandwagon.  I can just see the headlines in the magazines now - Jordan says Alex would be no one from no where without me etc etc.  I am in no way a prude but she makes me feel physically sick, that nausiating sweet act she put on, was enough to make me want to turn the telly off!!!!
OK you guessed it, I lothe the woman in every way possible I admit it, and in my opinion, the best thing Alex can do for himself no, is to ditch her.  I truly think that people are not going to think of him as a credible actor as he says he wishes to be with her tagging along.  I would give the relationship a year at the most.  He slipped up in the house, and fair play to him, he really didnt mention her much at all and when asked kept schtum, but he dropped a clanger when he said that he ended up back at hers the night they met, and I am sure it wasnt a cup of cocoa and seperate beds, and I am just waiting for the stories being sold about what she got up to while he was in the house. 
I was really amused at the look on Dane's face when Davina got him to say I love Katie Price, it was a picture.  There is only one person that she loves and thats herself, and I include her kids in that as if she was any sort of a mother she would not act the way or dress the way she does.  Can u imagine the stick those poor kids are going to get at school when pictures start circulating of her dressed (or should I say partially dressed) in the trailer trash looking designer gear she manages to find.  They will be mortified not to mention crucified!!!!
So I will be following the next chapter in the Alex Reid story with interest, and have this dreadful image in my head of her squeezing his spots on his back,  (Nicky and Steph, u must be mad) and I am sure you will not have made a friend of her daring to touch her mans body lol!!!!
I just hope Dane gets himself a new career on the back of the series as he truly was the best housemate as far as I was concerned, so you go for it Dane, get yourself your confidence back and show them how its done!!!!!
June 12

I guess I May As Well Get it Out of the Way Now

Well I guess its about time I started talking about it, so here goes.  Well, since the break up of my marriage and a particularly unpleasant relationship short but not very sweet, I have discovered something that I have for a long time suspected.  Basically, I do not like men very much.
 
I have often made jokes in a tongue in cheek way, for many years, along the lines of I would become a lesbian only I don't fancy women, well, recently the light has turned itself on, and I have at last admitted that not only do I fancy women, I want only to be with another woman in a relationship way. 
 
Since my awakening to a rainbow styley way, I have had a couple of short  - mm well not sure I would call them relationships, but for the want of a better word, I will use it - relationships with women, and its been wonderful.  Everything that I have been looking for in a hetrosexual relationship has been there, and I am just sorry that I had not questioned my sexuality sooner.  Lets face it I have had a number of opportunities, but in each situation I have been in a relationship with a guy and I hate infidelity, so I never ventured down that road, and now I look back Goddess, I wish I had, as the women in question were lovely, and I would love to be in a position to meet them again, but alas, I cant see that happening.  So what to do.
 
My, encounters have been very much undercover as well as under the covers, as the Island is a very small place and I am not ready to come out to my friends and family yet, and also, I have not managed to find anyone I really like on the Island, they have been people who have been visiting the Island, or I have met online and they have come over, but due to various things they haven't worked out, long distance relationships are not really very easy.  And although I know where to go, I am pretty sure I will not meet who I am looking for in a club or pub.  I am not really one for one nighters, and to me that seems to be what most over here are looking for.  Now, please if there are any Manx lesbians/bisexuals on the Island and they happen to be reading this, feel free to put me straight on this as a nice relationship with a local girl/woman, would be perfect, and would be and inducement to come out officially.
 
Trouble is, I have met someone online  who I really like, but being relatively new at this game I am very wary of being upfront and telling them how I feel as the last thing I want is to spoil a great friendship by admitting my feelings if they do not feel the same way.  So I need advice, what do I do???  I really want to be with someone, but I am not making a point of looking, but should someone come along then maybe the online thing would just remain a friendship, which would be a shame as I am sure we would be perfect together, but at the moment it seems to be a bit of a dead end.
 
So how do I get involved in 'the scene' in a discreet manner, help, please someone, gotta lot of love to give, but am afraid to offer it to the woman I would like too and can't seem to find anyone near here who I like.  A quandry indeed, I am sure getting guys wasn't this hard.  So if there are any people who can help me with my predicament, please, please get in touch!!!!!
 
Oh and question of the day, why did I put this in the heading Health and Wellness?  Well, basically because I couldn't find anything else that was remotely suitable!!!!
June 11

Things we do for that bit extra cash!!!

Well as we know I am not an avid blogger, no idea why but guess always seem to have better things to do.  Well today I came across this thing Pay for Blog, so I thought I could do that, I am sure I could spout out my musings on a regular basis and hopefully get paid for it, so I joined.  Trouble is being a bit of a numpty, haven't got a clue what on earth I have signed up for.  So its a tad worrying, but life is not exactly full of exitement at the moment so I thought I would 'suck it and see' as they say.
 
I just hope they dont mean that I have to pay to blog, and that they pay me, - yeah thats how dumb I am lol!!!!!
 
Still, try anything once so going to give it a go.  Have to go through my blogs to see whats on there as dont want people to make a have a bad impression of my ramblings, and they start writing like mad, so watch out people, you never know what I am going to decide to ramble about.  Of course slander is out of the question, cant afford a lawyer, but if u do something daft, well, hey, its dog eat dog, but the names will be changed to protect the innocent, well if they are people I know they arent that innocent, but you know what I am saying!!!
 
So wish me luck, and get ready for my daily mutterings!!
May 13

OMG

As u know I am a Wiccan, and as I was just writing my previous piece of nonsense, just noticed that the so called Wiccan in my background pic is wearing her pentagram upside down, which any Wiccan worth their salt knows that people who do that worship him downstairs, and I dont mean the smelly old guy in flat 2, I mean the man that doesn't exist and we dont mention his name, but is supposedly red, carries a pitch fork and is horny, well, has horns, but u know what I mean!!! 
 
So I must do a ritual to bless my pc and make sure no trouble in the form of viruses, come to it.  I am not going to remove the pic as I think the girl is quite fit!!!!  So apologies to all my fellow Wiccans out there, but us single girls have to have something worth looking at and well, in the absense of any hunky males I have a beautiful demon worshiper instead,   Hope u understand sisters!!
 
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